It's all beast babble
I had to post here because I realized that every thought I had to share in the daily support thread was just beast beast beast.
5 and a quarter months. I'm amazed that so much time has passed since I had my last drink.
I shouldn't entertain this AV thought but I wish my last drinks ever weren't hotel wine and airplane cocktails. It ended in a headache and pass-out.
It is unsettling to read posts about relapsing after several years of sobriety
Why is it that I am strangely jealous of people who decide to relapse?
Perhaps I would benefit now from a second read of RR.
Going to bed. Since I won't choose to drink I will choose to allow my beast to make me grumpy.