Old 05-02-2012, 09:20 PM
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jobei
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I was drinking everyday. I didn't get blackout drunk everyday... although I would whenever possible (Holidays... days off... THURSDAYS etc etc). The really scary thing was that I couldn't go without alcohol for more than 2-3 hours at a time except for sleeping. I would carry .50ml bottles with me to work and time them every 90 minutes or so. Insanity. Breakfast was a large can of beer and two .50ml. EVERYDAY I was drunk... ALL day. As I said not fall down drunk but drunk nonetheless. It had complete control over my actions. Screw that noise!!!! So much happier without it!
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