I'm having a hard time this week. It's been about three years since my AXH left us and I am feeling so resentful and angry that I am having to do all of this by MYSELF and that I am not enough for these children. I feel like every relationship I have been in - marriage and before - wer crappy relationships with crappy narcissistic people that I allowed to walk all over me, and now I am the only one dealing with the fallout from it.