Hi imit, first a big hug :ghug3
I read your blog entry, honey, you get to put you first everyday. And it is time. Just like it's time for me.
It's okay to say enough is enough, slow as you go. There is no leaping but one foot in front of the other.
Maybe getting a counselor is a good first step. I'm going, tomorrow.
Please keep posting, there is so much support here and so much wisdom.
oxoxooxox