Ugh, having a tough battle with my AV today. It's swearing to drink the moment it can find some time. Fortunately I don't have the time this week but it's really clawing at me to drink when I get a day off next week. I'm pretty nervous. Been fighting a good fight and feeling real strong until today. I really feel like I'm going to give in next week. Why am I planning like this and how do I get this out of my head? Thoughts? Help me fight this thing!