Originally Posted by
fightinthadevil 
I have been stubbornly thinking I don't need any support to help stay sober but doing this alone is hell. I feel as if I'm mentally going crazy!
Welcome fightinthadevil...That's pretty easy to solve that. Stop being stubborn. It's a lot easier to do this with support. You can get great support here and I'd also recommend checking out an NA meeting...Be around some recovering addicts. I'm not sure what your drug of choice is but it doesn't matter....Alcohol was my problem...I use AA...But I have friends that have done real well in NA...Give it a shot...No point going crazy for nothing.
Here's a site for you. See if you can find a meeting near you. Give them a call and talk to somebody.
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Good luck to you and keep us posted...We like to see people get better...It helps other people that are suffering too.