So So articulate EnglishGarden.
You ve just explained to "me" exactly what I need to know about the brain damage ect.
I am just at this point of struggle after RAH sober for 3 months. The atmosphere is actually worse. I KNOW why now and how fruitless anything is. Its good to know the practical and organic facts and how emotionally unavailable he is. I never believed that
in these 2 years of him trying to get sober. I always thought he thought alot of me, he always tried to convince me of that. I now know he wasnt capable. I am now seeing a therapist and all the fireworks are going off in my head now of which im grateful, its helps to know its obsession and not love.
This post was clarity for me and I truly thank you for it.
I am near my time now, thank you.
BrokenWife keep with the SR family your time will come.
Much love and light
xxx