Old 04-23-2012, 02:45 AM
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Brae
Love them anyway...
 
Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: Eugene OR
Posts: 115
...I am the original poster. As I said in an earlier post, I have no desire to go back to that life. I also know my thinking was the original problem and drinking was a way I tried to control it. Without a doubt once I engage in my addiction/allergy all bets are off and the only thing reliable at that point is the expectation of chaos and pain. Everyone has there own path as this thread shows clearly. Im glad that I listened to the experience of others and didnt try to test out my theory, I dont know if I wouldve make it back. ~Blessings
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