Tonight is another test that I hope proves that he is strong (but I also know his weakness). I cannot babysit or ask what he is doing and I cannot tell him what to do. Putting himself in the line of temptation hasn't been a good thing so far and why he keeps doing it baffles me. Going to a concert with a group of friends where there is drinking (and they love drinking too) is not a great idea in my head. It's nights like these that I stay up and wonder. Why does he insist on being so stupid?