Thank you for the idea, I will search the forum for those threads!
I really hope these withdrawal feelings subside soon, it's getting tougher and tougher to get through the day. The hardest part has been seeking help while maintaining some form of secrecy. Other than my parents and a few of my very good friends, I haven't told anyone about my struggles. The person who referred me to this site has been my biggest crutch, but she doesn't live close by, so I'm fighting temptation alone right now.