Armywife - I am still feeling it for you. I thought I found someone really willing to be my sponsor on Monday night. I called her Wednesday in a really bad place, needing to talk or even just affirm to another person that I wasn't going to pick up, and no response. She PROMISED me that she would reply to my messages.
I don't know why it's so hard to find a sponsor. I guess all we can do it keep trying.