To be quite frank though...I know that some people may feel that I am a "lost cause"...because I have been here for quite some time. Going back and forth...some people may think that I am not trying my hardest. I am.
Different people. Different circumstances.
Mine aren't too promising...and no, I can't change some of them. So I have to work with what I got.
So...sorry to all those that I have disappointed. I really am trying.