I'd usually have a few (3/4/5) beers in the evening at the pub, then home for maybe 1 (or 2 depending) bottles of wine. So disgusted with myself. Really love wine and somehow justified my drinking because I rarely drank spirits.Today is the day I'm making the change. There is a bottle of wine in the fridge that I miraculously didn't get stuck into last night and I'm tempted to pour it down the sink but am a bit uncomfortable with being the type of person that can't even have alcohol in the house. Am I that out of control?