Originally Posted by
wicked 
Recovering part of me wants serenity and peace, still, the sick parts say "where is the excitement in that?"
Beth
OMG I feel this way when I think of "Healthy" Men sometimes. At times I think...wheres the challenge in that???? I guess the "Challenge" needs to be directed toward changing me for sure. Ive learned to get "Excitement" from other places. And made a decision for home to always be a place that I looked forward to and my future kids. Perhaps thats why I rationalized it being ok to deal with the craziness of my As alcoholism because.... technically he wasnt making MY home crazy he was doing it at his place. New Plan plan is in order lol.