But im not addicted. Perhaps growing up a military bratt ive learned to detach from people easily.
This is just a thought about me Smarrero, but since I went to a different school every year of my life, I wonder if I learned to never get attached in the first place.
I could not have friends, because they would expect to come over, and I could not risk that. My father would be drunk and mean, very mean.
I did not want to be embarassed by him, nor subject them to him. They would think badly of me. Ah, now we are getting somewhere. I must think some more.
Beth