it's crazy after ignoring him for two weeks and then i answered his phone call... I ended up feeling guilty about what i was about to do. but then he calls the next day to tell me he wasn't coming home and that he never wanted to be married. that he couldn't promise he'll stay sober and faithful. after the phone call i cried like a baby for hours... it stinks giving your whle heart to someone that just shatters it... i finially started making my self happy and he didn't like it... in return he just had to say he done everything he could to make me mad so i would divorce him... time will heal my pain...