I wish he would show mOre emotion throughout it all. His sort of yell over the phone last night was the only time hes gotten mad. He hasnt yet blamed me for anything but that. He isnt being mean other than the breaking my heart thing. Hes been calm and took all my yelling without a reaction. And my yelling was more of my emotions coming out. When he does call, its to speak to the kids. Thats all.