Are others like me too?
I'm going to talk to the rehab place tomorrow which I'm pretty nervous. I feel like I need help that I can't do it on my own. If you remember, I'm not a nightly binge drinker. When I cave in to my urge, I start drinking and just don't stop. Once I wake up, I start drinking again. Nothing else matter, work, sex or money. I sit on the bed at a hotel and drink and watch tv. Time does not matter and this time around it went on for 15 days start. I had to go to the hospital because I just didn't want to stop. Had a 0.332 BAC in my system at the time but I would guess when I start it was almost 0.400.
Last year, I would go for 3 days straight and stop but now I can't. I'm sober now and would like to know if anyone who has a problem with alcohol is like me? Someone who drinks all days and all night for weeks on end. I ask because a lot of people here binge night and then stops in the morning.