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Old 04-04-2012, 10:36 AM
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Flyin2BFree
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hey, I'm on day one, and I favor weaning off!!!!! Totally!

EXCEPT- I will end up drunk, FOR SURE, just like very other time, then tinight I will wake up out of my blackout, and the tape will run..... wtf did I do, is she next to me, car out there, oh my gawd I'm thirsty, drink a half gallon of water, say it was just a last hoorah, and decide tomorrow will be my first day. run thru a few prayers, fall back to sleep, and make a committment in the shower the following morning to not drink that day, and then at about 2 o'clock in the afternoon, like right now, say to myself, let's taper off. One beer and a whiskey won't kill me. Especially after the way I've been drinking. and besides, I don't want to risk a seizure from a rapid detox!
Then, wake up at 2:30 am, coming out of a blackout........you get the picture..........

NOT ME! Not today! I am just coming off of 4 years of that.

and I hope not you either.

FF
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