What a happy thread
Even though "it" is doing this
I think beast is too cute of a name for it. An ex called my daughter Angelbeast --yes too cute, too cute.
Oh geez, now I'm thinking how cute Cousin It can be. Well I'll just have to drop the cousin part for now, until I can wrap my head around all this. Satan seems a bit too, too. Maybe I should call it Z-IT and imagine it like a little annoying puss ball of inflamed bacteria--yeah that's zit! Little z, little i, little t. Zapping zit will be my vertigo sword.
S who is going to be the first AVRT old-timer?
What is that 5 yrs. or 20 yrs? Am I still indoctrinated?
Just starting till to slough off some of the AA group think that I voluntarily tried on--some of it good stuck--some of it not so good. About 50% of it I could relate to , and another 50% I thought was kind of dangerous--for me.
Hard for me to let go of "one day at a time" thing for now, as tomorrow is day 2 and I'm just learning AVRT. Although I tend to call it ONE BREATH AT A TIME, and most breaths have not been a struggle so far. But zit is now reminding me how he stole a few of my breaths. This is now me