Well heartbroken, thank you, I guess he does give, he listens to me, he has been there as an ear for me over the years, he truly has shown concern for me and I do think that he loves me. But as far as a partner, ? if he was afraid of spending money on dope, he could have given it to me to hold onto for him, or to use for food, laundry, or even paying me back some. I would hold onto it for him, he knows that. so I have a hard time buying that from him. A real partner or friend wouldn't do that.