Gotta do something - should I do this
I just read all my posts from years ago, and I can't believe how bad it was, funny how you forget, It took me so much to get away the last time about 9 or so months ago, why would I forget all that and want to move back in? At least living separately we have been able to have some kind of relationship and I've had to hang up on him various times and turn the phone off but at least I can sleep at night and have the option of doing that.
He is calling today, his money is gone, he wants money, I told him I'll get groceries delieverd to him that I'm going in the hospital. What if I lie and tell him I have to go back east to get surgery and my family insisted I be there so they can take care of me? I know lying is bad but...maybe it's the best thing to do?
he just accused me of trying to control things because I want to get him groceries instead of cash.