Really struggling today.
I feel like I'm really struggling and I miss my ex. I just wanna phone him and speak to him but I know that would be the worst thing I could do. I've had a really good week. I've been catching up with friends I've neglected and had nights out with them which have been great. I've not had the urge to speak to him at all but today that's a different story. All I can think of is his good points and ignoring the bad, I know I'm doing it but can't help myself.
I actually thought I was doing well since it's only been 6 weeks but this longing has hit me like a ton of bricks.