Originally Posted by
blwninthewind 
My heart breaks to know I love someone that is so bad for me. That being with him is slowly killing me...it really is. I am so damaged. I'm a mess. I am trying so hard to be strong...do what I know is right...I need to go...but then he cries, talks about losing his family...it almost breaks me.
This is how I feel. Like you I'm on the way out (fingers crossed in six weeks). I just take it one day at a time and know that even though he's been sober for 3 days he isn't accepting blame for any of it.
Be strong, you're doing the best thing that you can for yourself and your children.