I agree with Faithfully. Discover and get involved with an adult group doing something you like...whether it be a hobby, hiking, recovery, counselling, knitting, yoga, reading...whatever. Try out a few. You can only go inward and meditate so much...it's not healthy to be alone all the time or without adult company. Even meet a neighbor and go for a walk! There are lots of people looking for the same thing. It is scary to try new things at first but soon you'll be fitting in and making a new life for yourself that you created!