Listen man, I've been there. I went through the heroin spree's for a long time. There's nothing like the pain, guilt, and shame that come along with the body aches. It sounds like youre looking for a solution through medication. For me, medication only screwed me up worse. If I wasn't dependent on one thing I'd be dependent on another. It feels good today to wake up in a good mood and just be myself. There is hope my friend. If you want to know more about my experience give me a shout.
-Broady