Jolinda
Sometimes our lowest points are the springboard for our own recovery. I am so sorry you are in pain. Drug addiction has taken our loved ones from us. It's a terrible thing to deal with. How do we mourn the loss of someone who is still alive!?
I have had to find acceptance. To accept the choices that others make and move forward in my life. It's hard. It hurts. But the pain makes us stronger.
I will repeat what was said in previous posts.....I found myself and serenity in the rooms of NarAnon and AlAnon.
gentle hugs
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