(((WTBH))) - sweetie, stop beating yourself up. You didn't know what he would do, that the "cop" was a jerk. You did what you thought was best.
I just want you to know...I drive a lot for my job...as I'm going down the road, ever since I read your first post, I pray for you and your babies. I don't know what else to do, but you and your kids have been on my mind and in my prayers.
This was NOT your fault. Put the stick down that you're beating yourself up with, okay?
Hugs and prayers,
Amy