Dear Skye10,
Yes, when I was with him. I kept thinking that he could be the worst guy I ever get. & I took it as my failure as I was proud of myself that I always choose bfs very carefully. I'm a very picky person.
I may know why I find it hard to let go, somehow... Is it beacuse I found myself much better than him and I feel too ashamed of having him as bf and even finally got hurt? It's a BIG failure to me.
Nobody could believe that I took a crap guy like this. They thought I could get whatever guy I want. Even in the begining, he couldn't believe that I would like him.
Aw... Do I hate him or do I like him?
This is sick... or am I narcissistic?
