Dear Windmills,
Thanks so much for your response even tho u're busy. I became verbrally abusive... But I swear that I tried all my best to take care of him & cheer him up all the time when we were together...
Why I became like this...
When i called him all the ugly names, he didn't fight back at all. He would just sent me msg an hour later "u feel better?" & when I apologized, he said "u didn't mean it, right?"