tuffgirl, I am so sorry about your dog. My own old guy has cancer too. But I take consolation in the fact that he still has a good appetite, he still loves his walks every day. Yep, let her up on the couch, feed her bacon if she wants it. We do whatever we can to make their remaining time as good as it can be. Take lots of photos and enjoy every minute you can with her. **** is a lucky dog to have you as her caretaker. And I' know you feel lucky to have her in your life. You're right, it's a good reminder to live in the moment. But that doesn't make it any less difficult. Sending you support and big hugs to you and ****.