So sorry to hear
My cat, Lewis, has a severe heart condition and though we have done everything we can for him to fight his disease (hypertrophic cardiomypathy) and slow it down - (the cat even sees a board certified cardiologist and takes a million medications per day), I know his days are numbered... but until then, he is living a great life. Everyone here knows I have been a mess since moving out of house with AH, so I'm trying to use Lewis as my inspiration to not be too upset as I know it stresses him out and isn't good for his poor little heart....
Hugs to you and ****. Losing a beloved pet is one of the worst things in the world. This was a good reminder / reality check to me that things could be worse than the past week I've had moving on from AH - I would way rather be adjusting to this crappy apartment and new life without AH than losing one of my furrballs - no question.