Yes, this past December 2011 EnglishGarden. Yes, the drug dealer called his phone twice last saturday night. Sunday we were at my house and I saw him calling again and I answered it and said talk to him. His excuse was that he was so angry that he would beat this person up if he saw him again and that I had no right to expect him to talk to this person who was part of his old using days. His reaction was not good in my book. He even admitted to that tonight and said he understood I would get upset by that and knows why but his biggest issue is "you'll never trust me, your family will always hate me, i cant live my life in this shame", etc.
God I can't believe I allowed myself to stoop to the level I did today.