Nothing has changed. I know you're right. I'm just having a hard time letting him go. He was right about everything he said. I just think it's a cop out. Especially doing it via text. I think I wasn't trusting him becasue he didn't take the necessary steps to help me trust him. He even said he understood why I would be upset by those calls coming in but he can't' live with me not trusting him. . . even though he knew and told me and wrote it in a letter to me that he understood the trust issues and he would do everything he could to gain trust back. He watched me defend us to my family again. Then, because we get in a fight and I freak about a drug dealer calling him, he claims family stuff, trust issues, etc. He knew those things were there before and now I just feel this is a cop out.
I don't know why I feel that he should have fought for me. I guess it's because I feel like I kept fighting for him and for us. That doesn't guarantee someone will do the same for you.
I did as he asked. I blocked him.