I moved my Big Plan into the eternal Now, because that shift fitted with something I was trying in order to deal with my depression and anxiety. Mindfulness and Mindfulness based cognitive therapy appealed to me and still do, as my form of 'spiritual awakening'.
My Big Plan is a view of me in an existence where alcohol is not a consideration. My words are weak here, but I am trying to say that my feeling consciousness, the one that inhabits the eternal present moment, will never drink.
And another thing: INH did a great job of explaining RR and AVRT. Welcome to the team!