My # 1 rule in early recovery was don't hang out with the old playmates, in old play grounds, with the old play toys. I hung out with people who were not using. I found a program that worked for me (NA). You can do this if you want it bad enough. Just go through what you have to go through to get to the other side of this problem. People here at SR will give you all of the support that you need. Hope this helps. Logo