Even if u can moderate to 2 tomorrow, the alcy brain will get soooooo much stronger and start telling u u can do it all the time and u might once or twice but the obsession will start again which is soooooo time consuming/boring. Then theres a big change you'll be back to where u started in no time. My therapist used this saying, That voice and our addiction is like a stray cat, u keep feeding it, it'll keep coming back.
All the best, let us know how u go
