Susan, i too was completly addicted to oxy for 2 years, and used it to be a supermom as well. I took between 250-350mg/day. My last use was 3/5 in the morning and i went through 2 days of hell on earth before I started my Suboxone. I went from hell to heaven in 30 min. The drug saved me. I reccommend it highly. Good luck and keep writing, its cathartic and nice to here from ppl, bc you are not alone.