I have been taking it responsibly i guess.? I never took it in high doses or to get a high from it or anything only when i would freak out since my panic attacks are very severe. I just feel as i wasted my time going thru hell for the past 5 days for nothing. But i dont want to feel sicker than i already do. I will definately make it to a meeting soon, i need to get the info for one close to me. How did ur babies turn out? Fine i assume cause otherwise u would of probably mentioned it. Thanx for ur reply it trulu brings me comfort to know people care. God bless