If you would listen, I would tell you to RUN!!!!!! My now husband is in rehab for cocaine addiction and for the past 7 years I had no idea he was using! When we were dating, I knew he had a problem (eventually) and he went to an outpatient program because I broke up with him. A few years later we married and we have a 2 yr-old now as well. Little did I know, he never completely stopped using. So now, I am married to and have children with a man who I don't even know as a sober person! He has used our whole relationship. The heartbreak I am LIVING on a daily basis right now, pales in comparison to the heartbreak I felt when I washed my hands of him 7 years ago and walked away. I have been lied to, decived, betrayed......and now, it isn't just about me anymore. Precious, innocent children have a drug addict for a father! So what am I supposed to do with all of this? RUN WHILE YOU CAN!!!!