it s been almost a year i haven t written on this subject.
i decided to break up with him when one night he woke up to get 2 drinks. i took my things and left.
two weeks later he started a new relationship with this girl. he was very excited. we have common friends that tell me that he is very different now, he s still in relationship with the girl, he comes to work sober and he s reduced the drinks a lot, since last spring.
i m happy i left him that night, and i m happy for him that he is better and happy.