The bleeding stopped after 2 days, I think it was just diet related somehow. Thanks for all the advice. My roomate really wouldn't know **** about addiction or compulsive behavior if he saw it in a line up....
I'll go out and buy alcohol so I can deal with withdrawals in the middle of the night when I wake up sweating and shaking.... and hell take it and hide it on me... saying im "not that bad of a drunk and can stop any time I want"... When I've been trying to do that for 5 years, on my own and through aa... It doesnt work for me... I need assistance to get me through the withdrawals, then I can work on staying sober after that.
Like it doesnt take long for the shakes to set in for me, before when tried to quit it took a day or two, now it's after 12 hours or less.