I went out and got a haircut today and treatment for my hair. I feel amazing.
I feel like I'm finally able to have the interactions with AH that I used to have, prior to him actively using. It's a really refreshing to be able to feel like I'm able to interact not on a reactional basis with him.
He's supposed to be coming home Monday, but it's now up to him to make a decision. I feel so much stronger now in my convictions and directions.