Originally Posted by
m1k3 
On of the things I have come to accept is in the course of events both my AW and I have changed, a lot. Whatever may have been there, at least from my perspective, is gone. I have no trust and no desire to work the relationship. I simply don't care any more.
In my case, recovery or not, it was simply time to move on. As they say in Buddhism, everything changes.
Your friend,
I'm sorry it came to that for you. I pray it doesn't end like that for us, but I have to admit that building up trust is going to take some time for me. I've been hurt by the lies, the deceptions, and his immaturity and I know that I have to work on forgiveness first and then regaining trust. Right now, I'm just working on dealing with my anger! Baby steps that hopefully lead me in the right direction.