My brother lives in the same apartment building as me, and he has all of my liquor at his house. My boyfriend said he does not care if I drink, and I have had liquor here where he has seen it and hasn't touched it. One time, I told him I would get rid of my Bacardi in the fridge and he said no, he wants to see it to remind him. So he didn't drink it, but he looked at it every time he opened the fridge. A few times later when he quit, he stole my Absolut (I drink the good stuff) when it was in the fridge. So now I keep it at my brother's house. We both know it is there, but neither of us touch it, and I only drink when he isn't around.
I have a huge problem drinking when I get angry. Lately, I have always been angry. So I always want to drink. But I haven't drank in a month. And I told my boyfriend that I will gladly give it up forever if he wants, because I should probably stay away from it myself.