Originally Posted by
EnglishGarden 
Good recovering, Zoso.
She still got into your head, though. Via mom. They find a way.
Continue to move forward.
That's the nature of BPD. They try to make us feel what they feel. But, frankly, I don't feel that.
It's almost sad when I say I've divested my emotional investment in her. If something happens to her, then something happens to her. Doesn't mean I wish ill on her. It just means I've been pushed beyond my own point of no return; hence, I'm indifferent to whatever happens to her.