Mike: Yes, I found the number on the web last night. My plan for today
Anger: WOW!...I Got it!!!
Had to re-think my anger again and had to call for help last night.
But when he brings up my son or daughters name...OMG! I see beyond red...My mind
goes crazy and anger is like no other....
Alcoholism is not the same as "sexual" fantasy's or whatever it may be, with one of my children!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(This is where I want to think it was only alcohol, not a character defect)
(This is where I need to get more help)
(This is where I dont want to believe)
(This is where I want to justify)
(This is where I want to blame everything on alcoholism)
He still refuses to believe his thoughts or actions, affected either one of them
My anger runs so deep. It scares me...Getting help with it this week!