Thank you,
I confronted him and he says that he had sum and was going to do it but got rid of it before he came home... needless to say I don't believe him and he knows it.
Leaving is the hardest choice but I know in my heart that it is best for my recovery and for our children...
i just don't want to, I love him and feel as if I need him but if the meth is more important to him than me and our family I really have no choice, I just don't know how to do this.
Giving up my first love which was meth was so hard but I have done it and will never go back, no matter what. Many say one day at a time but that's not long enough for this addict.
This all hurts so much.