It's been over a year now that the xah has been gone
Day after day, people ask if Im dating yet
I just blow off the question and move on
Until now....
I got in a deep discussion last night with one of close girlfriends
and she asked me the question: Why arent you dating yet!?!?!?
My answer's were all over the board
I felt like I was trapped in a corner
I came home, sat and thought about it
Is it because I havent faced my xah since he left me?
Is it because Im figuring out me?
Is it because Im afraid of love?
Am I still in love with him?
The question's I asked myself were actually about 3 pages long...
Why cant I find the answer to this question??