Thank you all. I will give a call to one of the Nar-anon people tomorrow morning. I don't want to be on the phone with them tonight, as it is late, and I don't want to have to cut the conversation when the therapist calls.
You all are really helping me feel through this. I would normally march on like nothing was wrong and break down at anyone mentioning my husband. I have a friends party to attend on Sunday, and it's important for me to be mentally present for that occasion.